I think sometimes I get myself in trouble talking so much. I count myself quite opinionated. I don't think it helps because sometimes I just rattle on and on. I've been quite talkative these past few days and have to catch myself and ask ppl around me if I am "ok". Do you ever have to do that? It has definitely made me more humble in that I have to apologize for things, but I think I am getting better at thinking more before I say stuff, well more about stuff that is important.
I think I've grown alot. Well, at least alittle since I went home. I am on a mission. I have goals and now, God has to help me get through this because I can't without Him.
Today I was disappointed. I ordered a Tony Little's Gazelle, you know what I got...an Aero mattress for visitors. Well...God has a sense of humor because I already have 2 queen sized beds, a futon, and a couch that is comfy for sleeping on (it's one of those Lazy love seats). Perhaps I am supposed to expect a large group of ppl...or soon I will be homeless. It almost seems a waste to send it back...unless they are willing to pay for the shipping (crossing fingers). I'll admit it, I was disappointed, but you take 'em while they're thrown at you, eh? God does have a sense of humor... I wanted a piece of exercise equipment and I got something to sleep on. Either that or the devil is veeerrrry tricky! But yeah...so I am awaiting a reply.
Today was pretty good, but my throat has been bothering me and I completely forgot my password to sign up for classes, but I got to hang out with my friend Sue, go to the store, new plates on the vehicle (woot woot! Jeeps are the bomb!), am pretty peppy today, and found out that I was able to sign up for Trig instead of Alg if I wanted to...just a conflict though...college search is still on my mission list...have 4 prospects in mind...mrr. I'm pretty tired and kinda want to talk to someone. It almost seems useless to write on these things, y'know? Mostly because right now no one is responding (plz don't feel obligated to respond). It's weird cause I feel connected to y'all when I post, I guess cause when you comment I know you're reading it and that means you care...so that's comforting. My focus is alittle off right now though, not quite centered on God and I sort of know why, however, when I stopped feeling connected to Him is beknownst (?) to me currently. But I am trying and reminding myself that I need to continue to pray for that connection to reconnect, but I know He's listening and He loves me, that's good. A really good hug would be really nice right now. Hmmm...wrap myself in His arms tonight as I sit by my amazing Christmas lights decoratively displayed in my window =) , watch a Nooma, and sip something hot. With that I bid you farewell and tell you, "Never stop growing. Never stop finding out who you are. Pursue Him with everything." Miss you.
2 comments:
I really don't think you'll be homeless Crystal!
thanks for the confidence Daltonator! how ya beaN?
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