hypothesis confirmed...

boys are silly. It's true. It was confirmed again this afternoon. Well, actually, I just looked up the definition of silly, just to see what it meant, boys aren't silly, well, some are, because they do indeed lack seriousness, I don't know what boys are, I need to ponder awhile. Anywho, in other news, I was just visited by a friend from the Windy City and wootwoot! It was fun! She and her mother stopped in on the way to drop her off in Cali! Woot woot! But they are sooo cute, I just love them. They drove down with me to see my trailor as well and I had to sit on her b/c they had no more room in the car! It reminds me of the good 'ol days, jampacking cars full of ppl. More than once I was sitting on someone or laying on ppl b/c of lack of room! Good time good times! Well, I must say that my vigor from the last post has settled a bit and I feel the pull towards culinary school once again. I really do want to go, I love being in the kitchen and feeding ppl and making stuff that makes ppl say, "Oh, thank you!" It just makes me smile! =) I s'pose I want more than that though. I still want adventure and to be outside. Switchfoot made a song that talks about looking at the stars and feeling like himself when he does so. I have to say, I look at the stars and everything around me is forgotten. I stare up at them in awe and usually say, "wow." I love God so much and He has made so many beautiful things. I want to enjoy them, take advantage of them, but how do I incorporate that into working long hours in the culinary field? I just don't know. How does one find balence in such a state? Cooking is my dream and a passion, but is that all there is going to be? I hope to continue going on missions trips and going abroad as well. I know that I want to keep doing that. I just love it. Traveling and meeting new ppl and making it happen, I want life and I want it abundantly, but I also know that God has a plan and all I have to do is trust in Him and in His good timing it will come about. I have to trust Him for what I want, b/c only He really knows. Peace out, friends.