Saturday, June 24, 2006

Currently Listening Twentysomething By Jamie Cullum But for now see related Today.... has been pretty good. Many crazy things happened this morning and I had to get my attitude back together, but low-and-behold, by lunch I was happy and cheery again. It's nice to be my old self again. It stinks not being myself. Craziness. Tonights staff activity is watching Batman Begins in the chapel. I will probably go for a bit. Not sure if I'll stay. Not really in the mood to watch that right now, but we'll see, eh? Camp is going very well and the girls I work with are still pretty amazing. I submitted my scholarship and got two thumbs up for right now. I find out if I get a scholarship on the 1st of July! Eeee! I am anticipating the finalness. We'll see. I am back on track with my marathon training. Hoping it will work out. Though it's in Colorado and the elevation is a bit higher than here, so not sure if I need to change my training or do some special training to prep for it. I am excited to make the move to Colorado. I keep feeling peace about it through my aprehensions. I was able to go kayaking today. So nice. I read one of my books and tried to get some color on my whitey self. =) Oh...See the NEW PHOTOS in my gallery. the first one and the last two are my final scholarship entries. Tell me what you think! Peace out. Love and miss y'all like crazeee!

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Wow, quite a bit is going on, not only at camp but in my head. I'm having trouble with getting to bed on time. I have so much on my mind and I can't seem to get it all together, as in, I want to get it all done and I can't seem to find the time for it, though it's always in my head to do.
Ministry is going so very well. I love the two girls I am working with, so sweet and amazing. I also love the kitchen crew and how they are getting along. It seems to be working very well for all of us and the meshing, at least that I can see is also going well.
I am going to the foodbank for the camp on Monday and think I may be going by myself. I don't mind, but I may be required to take someone with me. The nurse, Michelle, was going to come but she won't be able to because we have a group coming in that day. Mrr. Sadness, but I actually really feel like going by myself. I need some alone time, though often I am alone off in my thoughts. If that makes sense, not in the sense that I am around alot of ppl and feeling alone, but am off along in my thoughts. Oftentimes this is the case. I am a dreamer but lack discipline though I have focus. Craziness.
I shared my testimony on Thursday and it went well, but it tends to throw ppl for a loop. Some get weird around me, but I notice that my personality, if remaining constant, can maintain friendship and further it.
Right now I am reading: Sociology 5th edition (school starts Monday!), For Men Only (heehee...), What Would Jesus Eat, the Bible, Pride and Prejudice, a few others and am about to embard on two additional books, possibly three if I get hooked up with the small group I am supposed to host on Wednesdays. I am excited to finish these books and get on with a few more.
I am going home now. But just feel kinda meh. God has been so faithful to me and just is amazing. I had to relinquish some things to Him and that was rockin'. I felt such relief and helplessness and realization. He is so much greater than me. I won't be able to get through this summer without Him, I know this. So I will continue to rely majorly on Him. Keep rainin' down on me, Jesus!!!!!! Woot woot!