lots'n'lots

Wow, quite a bit is going on, not only at camp but in my head. I'm having trouble with getting to bed on time. I have so much on my mind and I can't seem to get it all together, as in, I want to get it all done and I can't seem to find the time for it, though it's always in my head to do.
Ministry is going so very well. I love the two girls I am working with, so sweet and amazing. I also love the kitchen crew and how they are getting along. It seems to be working very well for all of us and the meshing, at least that I can see is also going well.
I am going to the foodbank for the camp on Monday and think I may be going by myself. I don't mind, but I may be required to take someone with me. The nurse, Michelle, was going to come but she won't be able to because we have a group coming in that day. Mrr. Sadness, but I actually really feel like going by myself. I need some alone time, though often I am alone off in my thoughts. If that makes sense, not in the sense that I am around alot of ppl and feeling alone, but am off along in my thoughts. Oftentimes this is the case. I am a dreamer but lack discipline though I have focus. Craziness.
I shared my testimony on Thursday and it went well, but it tends to throw ppl for a loop. Some get weird around me, but I notice that my personality, if remaining constant, can maintain friendship and further it.
Right now I am reading: Sociology 5th edition (school starts Monday!), For Men Only (heehee...), What Would Jesus Eat, the Bible, Pride and Prejudice, a few others and am about to embard on two additional books, possibly three if I get hooked up with the small group I am supposed to host on Wednesdays. I am excited to finish these books and get on with a few more.
I am going home now. But just feel kinda meh. God has been so faithful to me and just is amazing. I had to relinquish some things to Him and that was rockin'. I felt such relief and helplessness and realization. He is so much greater than me. I won't be able to get through this summer without Him, I know this. So I will continue to rely majorly on Him. Keep rainin' down on me, Jesus!!!!!! Woot woot!