...always picked last?
I was thinking about that and thought it was funny. A good analogy. Whatever.
So, I just got off the phone with my dad and it was interesting. He wanted to know what I wanted, he told me to give him the answer that was on my heart. That was kind of weird. A good weird, but weird nonetheless. Unfortunately for him, I play devil's advocate, usually against myself, so yeah. It was good though. Pressure is off, so he said I could come home now or when things tone down abit more. So that was pretty... pretty good. No worries and things are a'ok. Now I just have to figure out if going home is what I should be doing. Man, you'd think I had a bipolar disorder or something. Just makes you aware of how your emotions can affect you and if they go unchecked, man you've got a problem. Good thing Jesus loves me! mrr!
P.s. Oooo....so today I am excited about my devo! I am going to read about dependence and independence and all that jazz...good stuff. I am excited.
P.s.s. Something feels different. I feel focused again. Things still don't seem quite real, but I have this "oomph" for life that I get every once inawhile. That "feel good" feeling, y'know? You're excited for the day, to learn new things, and to just live. It's nice. It really is.
2 comments:
Good to hear about your 'oomph' (sp?).
woot woot!
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