Part of me longs to be with them. All of me wants to tell them how much they need Jesus and have them hear me. Part of me wants to laugh, smile, and joke around with them. Part of me wants to make them dinner and give them little surprises. All of me wants them to believe that they do mean alot to me. All of me just wants them to understand. All of me just wants to curl up in Jesus' arms and rest. Part of me just wants to stay. To stand outside in the cold weather and breathe for a few moments and not think about the task of everyday life. Part of me just wants to lay in the snow and laugh at myself b/c I'm laying there b/c I fell there. To wake up with the sunrise and watch the sun go down at night. To walk around and see the stars. Hmm...