Hello. I am really tired today, and yesterday and the day before...seems as though I've messed up my sleeping and now I am just tired all the time, which can get me in trouble at selected moments in time. As explained later... I have a voice lesson in about 40min and I fell asleep in the library while doing my speech homework, only for about a minute, but you know when you're really tired and all of the sudden you're sleeping but your leg or body does this weird jerking action and you're like, "Man, I hope no one saw that." Yeah. I'm at the point where I feel like I have so much to do and I know it's going to be possible to get it all done, but man, it's alot. I'm really trying to rely on God and keep perspective, but alot of things are building up. My "to-do" list is getting a little longer. Got to keep working on staying focused. So, I made a list of things that I definitely need to do to maintain focus and also found out I have "chronic procrastinator" tendencies, which I'll probably deny, =P but I made a list of things that are important to me, that might help with the procrastinating. I can't maintain a focus for very long if I don't know what's important. Ironically, I was the last thing on the list. In fact, I didn't even think about putting myself on there til it was "finished" and I was like, "now what else..." That was interesting. So, I did that and am trying to get back into disciplining myself with sleep and all that jazz. I feel and see the light, warm and fuzzy and comforting even in the rain. (oh, it's so beautiful when it's raining and the sun is out! Whoo!)
So, I got into a little argument yesterday over something really stupid. I got defensive and being tired, overwhelmed, and hungry didn't help either. I definitely need to learn how to think before I talk. I think it ended on a good note, but still, useless and needless happenings of such a sort are just that.
Peace friends.
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