yeah, so i am a poo. i said it. i'm a poo. anyhow, i have paper due in about 6 minutes. it's done, just biding my time till i can hand it in, but yeah. i stayed up until 6:10am this morning finishing it, that's what i get for irresponsibility with my time, eh? oh well. live and learn, unfortunately i don't think i'm learning a whole lot right now. just being stupid. man, this is alot to undertake. i know God doesn't give you anymore than you can handle, and i can see why He really hasn't given me anymore to handle, i'm not handling what i have very well. truth be told, i've been thinking about this, i love school because i love to learn and i love homework...weird, huh? but sometimes i lose why i am going to school. one of my goals is to get a degree and head off to culinary school, but sometimes...truth be told (again) i just want to get married and have a bunch of kids....sounds ridiculous i know. but i pray to God to show me what He wants me to do with this college education, cause i sure don't know what to do with it. say i open a restaurant or go overseas, God show me what way i can impact the world, at least my surroundings, for His glory and His Plan. Cause my miniscule thinking is just that, miniscule. if He doesn't give me a vision, than i sure don't have a specific one in mind. i will float around and have no real focus. at least now i have a focus, even though i'm not sure what kind of focus that is....God bless, eh?!
miss you all. keep in touch!
Dalton...i haven't heard from you in awhile! Dez....how's your bf? Jo...how's the heart?
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It's still a hurtin' unit, but that has its purpose, just need to wait it out, walk with it.
hunting eh? huntin for love...*nudge nudge*
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