disappointments

i was going to write about a friend. but why don't i just start with how that last post would have finished? ...so, why am i saying this about them when i should say, "perhaps, i am disappointed in myself. i do have alot to work on." not sure if that's exactly how i would've put it, but i'll deal, i guess. hmmm...i want to share, but not yet. not yet. we'll see what happens. pray for me, pray for my heart, pray for wisdom and guidance and diligence...i have alot of homework to do this weekend! i sure miss you all alot.