anyhow, so i am invited to go to a house and listen to a missionary guy and stuff and hear him and his wife talk about thier stuff, but i am so tired, i just want to go home, but it's only 2 hours. i guess if i really wanted to go, i would be leaving, b/c it starts in ten minutes. hmm...i guess i don't really want to go. i am trying to decide if i should walk home or drive. i have to stop by the office and hand in time sheets and all that. do you ever feel like you are doing everything, and than sometimes feel like you're doing nothing. i know that i am pretty replaceable, but sometimes you feel just so, valuable, you know? not that i'm not valuble, but i am replaceable. hmmm.. this could veer down the morbid path. anyhow, i burned my arm again today. mrr. no fun! i am trying to pay off my loan asap! i am taking a finance class and it's really keeping me motivated! whoohoo! but yeah, i best go. i am falling asleep over here! feeling guilty about not going though, mrr. why? b/c i'll let ppl down and i hate that. but, truthfully i don't think that they think that i'm letting them down. i realized yesterday that i am like Adam Sandler's friend in Wedding Singer, the one that is trying to be like Michael Jackson..."sometimes I just want someone to hold me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright." i need to talk to Jesus.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
the day is done
anyhow, so i am invited to go to a house and listen to a missionary guy and stuff and hear him and his wife talk about thier stuff, but i am so tired, i just want to go home, but it's only 2 hours. i guess if i really wanted to go, i would be leaving, b/c it starts in ten minutes. hmm...i guess i don't really want to go. i am trying to decide if i should walk home or drive. i have to stop by the office and hand in time sheets and all that. do you ever feel like you are doing everything, and than sometimes feel like you're doing nothing. i know that i am pretty replaceable, but sometimes you feel just so, valuable, you know? not that i'm not valuble, but i am replaceable. hmmm.. this could veer down the morbid path. anyhow, i burned my arm again today. mrr. no fun! i am trying to pay off my loan asap! i am taking a finance class and it's really keeping me motivated! whoohoo! but yeah, i best go. i am falling asleep over here! feeling guilty about not going though, mrr. why? b/c i'll let ppl down and i hate that. but, truthfully i don't think that they think that i'm letting them down. i realized yesterday that i am like Adam Sandler's friend in Wedding Singer, the one that is trying to be like Michael Jackson..."sometimes I just want someone to hold me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright." i need to talk to Jesus.
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Crystal I love you. I don't know that I tell you that enough. There seems to be this common theme of difficult growth among the saints, much as there was a common theme of rest last year. I think that's really cool. Post again soon (or maybe just write me an email) so I can know that you're doing well!
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