an update

Hey Y'all! So things are going better. I am learning. One quote that is continually making rounds in my life is:
Do not question in the dark what you knew to be true in the light.
Or something close to that anyway. But yeah, I guess, about Culinary School, I am nervous. This is huge for me. I guess the fact that I am 21 and making a pretty solid lifetime and life-altering decision is a little scary. I just want to make sure that this is where God wants me and so forth. I am getting peace about it, yet am still questioning my abilities. But, it's a good reminder that I am following God into this. No leaning on me, cause I can't do this on my own, it's gonna be all Him, eh? It's gonna be great! I am excited to go where God wants me, plus it will be a good area for meeting unbelievers and showing them the love that Christ has for them. Which I am also excited about doing. It is going to be very good. We'll see what happens with a job and housing. Here are my two options:
1) Live @ ? and work @ ? in Chicago. (School said they can hook me up...?!) Go to hometown on Wednesdays for junior high YG, Sundays for church, and one other random day for college group.

2) Live at or near home. Work at Subway. Travel in and out of Chicago every week day.

So, yeah, I am trying to see which is the best option. It is going to get very expensive going in and out of Chicago everyday on the train. But I would get a good amount of exercise and fresh air...if you count Chicago air as fresh... ! But we'll see. Can you continue to pray for this. I am in the midst of many decisions! Thank God, though, that I have almost half of the first 7 1/2 months tuition paid for! God bless you all, let me know what's going on! Miss you!