smooze

So....I am not going to Mexico. I am jobless. I am taking two classes and two field eds. I am tired and worn out, yet spiritually awake, alive and breathing. I am joyful and scared. I am weary and continue to persevere. I am young and old. I know a whole lot, yet I know nothing in comparison to what I could know. Feelings are nothing, yet they are everything. Knowledge can be good and evil. The world needs to be blown apart, yet needs to be spared, saved. People suck, yet rock. Movies are a waste of time and of your mind, yet they provoke thought and intrigue. Wind sucks but is reminds us of the everlasting, invisible presence of God, and that He is blowing the sails of our life-ships in the direction he wants them to sail on the sea of life. When we decide that we know better, a storm comes on and we start to drown. Only God, then, can throw out the life raft of obedience and save us from worldly knowledge and reasoning.
yeah, so I've been learning obedience and this ship isn't pulling into port anytime soon.
Thanks for listening.