is there really a point to this post?

Yeah, so I don't know.
God has been doing some good stuff in my life. He has been blessing me with gifts, words of encouragement, and tears. So much that I don't deserve and yet He continues to bless me.
My latest trial is that of attempting to quit my job. I have decided, more so God has decided for me, that I am not where I am supposed to be and I need to get there quickly. Although I think in God time I am taking my time. I feel so like time is going too fast. That soon death will be here and I will have missed out on things that God has for me. I don't know. I guess confusion is harsh, especially when you thought you knew what you wanted or what you were supposed to do and things are just getting mixed. Y'know? Not sure. I am moving in a direction I never imagined. I am doing things I have always wanted to do and in the long run, the only thing that matters is that I am in God's Will. He will lead me every step of the way and all I have to do is trust in Him. So why am I confused and lost? No deal. I won't settle. I want more than this. I want God and He has the best marked out for me. I will not settle for less than God's best. So no worries. I don't have to worry. One step at a time and following His leading and it's all good. Jesus is great and I am alive in the world and in Him. So as long as I follow Him, it's all good. Wait, I already said that...!