I'm getting sick...

No not really, but I was just thinking about all the ppl getting married this year...I've been invited or at least know of nearly 10-15 couples getting married this year. It's become a bore to hear, "oh, I just got engaged." Only b/c it's so commonplace. I don't know. But I still get all excited for them and am genuinely interested in thier lives and plans and I have a desire to help them. I'm not sure how to explain how I think/feel about it. I'm just grateful that it's not some jealousy issue or discontentment. I can't even begin to explain to you how amazing things are going out here. How content I am and how God is working so graciously and mightily in my life. I just hope that I am affecting His world in a positive way.
Currently I am dealing with a friend who seems to want every bit of attn. from me. Calls a number of times a day, leaves msges sounding like so sad, and I got off the phone with this friend and just thought to myself, "I have nothing left to give her." I have nothing. I've given her comfort, Godly advice, friendship, favors, listened to her problems, answered her questions, pointed her to God time and time again. I have nothing left to give her. Now I just have to figure out what God is telling me. How do I deal with this situation? I know that God will be glorified through it. I just know it, I'm a bit anxious to see how...!
I am going through two devo books right now.
I am on a mission to be more and more, everyday the woman God wants me to be. It proves to continually be a challenge.
I told my friend Michael that I was getting off the internet...here I am. Sorry Michael!
I am so excited about mine and God's collaborated future plans. Everything is working out perfectly. I'm going to cry, it's so wonderful. Even the things that go wrong.
My dearest friend (well one of 3) Kacy is coming out and I get the privilege of riding in the same vehicle with her on the way back to camp. I'm going to cry. I miss her so much. I can't even express my gratitude for her in my life. God has so blessed me and grown me through this relationship. I am so loved by God. Amazing.
Scholarship search is on.
I started training for a marathon today. Tomorrow is day two! I'm super stoked, and should be going to bed. I will.
I'm going to post a newbie on my poetry site. Come visit me. Jesus love for everyone! Man, I miss you friends. God has filled my heart and soul with love. I can't explain how wonderful He is. There are no words, just immeasurable and unstoppable love and worship in my soul for Him. I could worship forever. Song is my gift to Him.
I will depart of this...I was able to sing at a church this past Sunday. I sang "Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing." It still fathoms me how I glorify Him even through my not-so-perfect performances. I had two groups I was helping with climbing wall the two days before I sang and my voice wouldn't hit the high notes, plus I was nervous. I tried and hopefully did, focus all my energy and love toward God, I just kept praying, "Lord, I want to glorify You. Please help me glorify You, no matter what I sound like." It happened, but I still didn't sound as well as I thought I should. Yet, God was still glorified. Amen. Amen.

Actually I'll end on this: Congrats Dalton on your pretty gf. I'm glad you're there. Keep being the man of God I know you are. Always in growth.