Difficulty

So things are a little rough right now. Amidst all of this fun and "yay" stuff, I am literally surrounded by things that call my attention. It gets better everyday, but it gets so tedious going through the same boxes and drawers over and over again. That is the process I have to go through because each time I go through that space I am ready to get rid of something else. I am excited what God is doing in my life. This takes guts and time and strength. I'd like to think that I have all of these, but I probably don't. Yet God is being merciful on me. He's next to me every second and is helping me through this. I think I am making this sound so serious, but I guess it is. It's difficult going through memories and having to choose which ones get to stay and which ones need to permanently visit the garbage, the recycling, or someone else's home, y'know? Well, let's see what I can be thankful for instead eh?

Shoes. A job. A new job. A year in Nebraska. Scot got my budget. My budget is finished, after a few hours of recalculating, 3 drafts, and much mathematics, but it's done. I ate some good chicken today. I have until 6pm before I have to be at work. It's not raining. I have Jesus. I am saved. I am learning to let go. I am learning what is valuable. I am growing up. I am being stretched. Lots of people are going to be grateful to receive what I have to give (hopefully). I have amazing friends. My sister is coming with me to Nebraska this weekend. I may have a car to keep in Nebraska with me when I head out there. I have Jesus. I will be able to take lots of stuff with me to Nebraska to leave so that I don't have as much to take with me later! I woke up today. I got to do devos with Laureen. I get to work with my good friend Jamie tonight. I have cute feet. I have Jesus. The house will be emptier when I get some of my giveaway stuff outta here. I folded towels and did some packing today. Scot said he'd call me later regarding plans, I assume. I found a book of useable stamps yesterday! Oh Yeah! Did I mention that I have Jesus!

Yeah, I have lots more to be thankful for. Well, that cheered me up a bit. Ooo, and I have most of the day tomorrow to clean and pack also! Yay! Okay, I feel alot better. Things are good. I just need to lean more on God, eh? Do you ever get stuck in the lie that things are never going to get done? or that you aren't going to succeed? yeah. Mrr. Thanks again for listening. You are great! God bless you immensely, more than He has blessed me, eh? Mrr!