Friday, April 01, 2005

Struggles

Hey, so I guess this is an observation/prayer request.
Lately around the C-Port, yes, the rumors are true, spring is here. But it always hits just alittle before the calendarially-appointed time. People are hooking up left and right and things just seem to get crazy, no wonder there isn't anywhere to hang out, couples are overtaking the atmosphere! Yes, I say it in fun. I am so happy for those that God has put together and bonded in this amazing way that only God can do. But I also put prayers out there for those that have forced or gone "behind" God's back, pursay, to get into an ungodly relationship.
On an amazing note, God is sooooooo wonderful and great and amazing and wondrous, glorious, good, grand, almighty, moving, strong and strengthening, beautiful, lovely, gorgeous, He is everything. I feel so small and immature sometimes and undeserving. But He loves me. HE love me. Go figure. Who can? Literally it makes me want to cry, right now. I was in worship today and we sang "Take the World, but give me Jesus." That is the cry of my heart. Take everything that is worthless and unneeded and give me Jesus. It's so wonderful to be able to serve Him. Even through picking up trash on the street, flashing genuine smiles to friends, foes, and strangers, giving anonymous gifts, or congratulating someone in a new relationship. Wow. How blessed we are. How largely blessed. It makes me want to run around and scream at the top of my lungs, "He loves me!" Maybe I should! *wink* What can I say that would be worthy of the King? What can I say? Think? He has helped me to love myself to a whole new level. To be the woman that He wants me to be. It is unexplainable what works and wonders He has and is doing in my life. Who can keep tabs? I'd be writing all day long. Heaven truly will be the most wonderful place if I can stand at the foot of the cross and praise my Savior forever, what am I waiting for though, I can do it now. God bless y'all! Thanks for letting me share. It means alot! God bless you. Peace.

God, thank you for the ways in which you are blessing my friends and for the special ways you are showing them Your love. Keep them always in You and focused on You above all else and above all others. Keep them with open ears and eyes to Your words to them. Help them to be able to relinquish the relationship if it is to be so. Help them to bathe and drench the relationship in prayer. Keep them in Your guidelines and in Your Mighty Hand, for in Your Hand they can't go wrong.

P.s. Yes, this isn't the original. I did some work on it, the other one is way, way longer. So if you really want the lowdown, put your e-mail down and perhaps I might get around to e-mailing you the full one.

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