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This is an entry, well part of an entry, from my journal that I made the night Dez and I finished reading "Wild at Heart" which was so refreshing, good, and everyone NEEDS to read this book. I don't care if it's for guys, girls need to hear this stuff. You think I'm kidding... I'm not kidding...

March 15th, 2005- The Ides of March
"Lord,
I never realized how crazy it is to have to learn everything new. Learning when to eat, what the body can handle, when to go to bed, what to do with time, what things to say and not to say. I like adventure and the relearning. It stinks at times. It is super-humbling at times, but it is so good. I feel refreshed, even though I am really tired. I feel excited, even though I am tired. I am excited for the future and uncertainty. I am excited about forgiveness and mercy and love. The concept of hope and looking forward to Heaven......I am excited that You have, are, and will fight for me, even if there may never be a man on this earth who will. I know that there must be such men, men who long to rescue their damsel. I am content to be rescued by Jesus for the rest of my life, if that man never show up. Life is so precious. I am so grateful to be watched and guided by You, who not only carries the light, but IS the Light.....Thank You, Lord, for Your goodness, for the heart You've given me and for the gifts and talents. That even through my miserable existence, I can still be used and equipped to do Your Amazing work...."

This is for Jo and Dez....women, who are waiting to be rescued. I love you!

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